Tired.

I have no spirit. I have no trust. I can't lie that i'm tired cause thinking of me. Everything make me scared. God, help me please😭 can you show me that i'll do the best for my self? Can you teach me for everything that make me better than before? Can you show me? When I must to strong? When I have to fight for my future? Where I'll go? Where I'm here? Where place that comfort and suit for me? I can't. I give up. I'm tired and everything make me scared. I was shocked to know that I can't do the same thing like my other friends. Can I be the great? Can I be young girl who make my parents happy and proud of me? Tell me for everything. Show me😔 I've been finished do the best for my self😂 can I get something that can make me so happy? I believe that result is not bad when we're hard work.